The other day, a student asked me for help with her foundations in headstand. I asked her to show me how she was doing it, and she did. Yes, her arms and head weren’t quite right, but her spine…
That was a thing of beauty. So straight and long. Nothing, as a matter of fact, like mine when in headstand. But then again, her tadasana is nothing like mine either.
See, I have increased lumbar lordosis. Or a wicked anterior tilt of the pelvis. Or swayback. Call it what you will, it’s all the same thing, and it’s structural. I am just made that way. Witness:
It looks like I am sticking my ass out, right? Well, I do have a bootylicious behind, of this I am aware. But the shape of my spine contributes greatly to that sticky-out-ness too. It doesn’t much matter which way you tip me: the basic shape of my skeleton stays the same.
See:
I’m not quite all the way up in this picture (it’s pretty though, isn’t it?) but you will notice that I still have a big ole arch in my lower back. Yup. Nothin’s changed now that I’m upside down.
Now look at Alison’s alignment in Headstand.
Different eh? When I asked her for a picture of herself in tadasana, she said she didn’t have one, but I could (haha) just flip the headstand pic upside down. And she’s right.
It’s my experience that the asymmetries and anomalies in our bodies show up even more when we are upside down: if you have a scoliosis or rotation of the spine, it shows up more in headstand that when you are standing on your feet.
This is totally fine, as long as you are practising in a way that won’t hurt you (and you do need to learn inversions from a good teacher). What isn’t fine is trying to fit your body into a shape because you saw it in a book, or someone told you that you were doing it wrong because it looks a certain way.
I’m all for ugly yoga, if it’s useful. Just look at my headstand and you will see what I mean!



Ain’t nothin’ ugly about bodies, no matter what a person’s spine does! And I’m pretty sure my butt sticks out like that, too. Yeah…
Thanks for the all-too-necessary reminder! I can’t tell you how many times I have to say “NO!” to teachers or videos or even my own ego when they want to cram my thick, curvy body into something meant for a twig. I am blessed with a reasonable amount of flexibility, and have build up a lot of strength after years of practice, but it often feels like my body is getting in the way. I have to remind myself that there’s no such thing!
Oh yeah! My scoliosis means I fall over sideways in head/handstand. It’s bloody hilarious
I have swayback too, it makes my hips hurt, but it does make my ass look good – always looking for the silver lining!
Abby,
I know just how you feel! I also have curves (as you can see) and some poses are just not for me. That’s ok, there are thousands – something for all of us, yay!
Oh, and Rachel and Svasti?
Here’s to bootylicious booty. Oh yeah…